The Introduction of Elle

I wasn't born Elle. Elle was created. Through all the hurts and trials of my past apart of me died, or went into a form of stasis. Either way, the way I used to be, think, love, hurt, are all apart of my past. And now Elle has emerged from the haze that was once Lanessa. Tragedy or Triumph? I've yet to determine but I do find myself feeling more resolute and sturdy even in moments of weakness. Elle does a better job at my life now than Lanessa did so it only makes since to make the necessary changes. No I do not have multiple personalities or schizophrenia as it would be defined by medical reference. I am of sound mind, just not of sound heart. I am still figuring that part out. While your journey with me may be a little turbulent as I am up and down with my emotions as most Piscean are, I am brutally honest and painfully open. I was always one who believed if I was going to tell my story, it would be MY STORY! No fiction allowed! So brace yourselves as I am about to give you a pretty tricky ride........or not. Depends on whose reading.